mysterious vast cycles wheel & spiral: childbirth, the solar wind, black holes colliding in the void of space & in the human mind. i am carefully chewing my cereal, caught up in a complex mental weave of words while global tectonic plates drift apart & stars are born of nebulae, blue-hot & new. You reveal the transphysical realm to me, Shiva, beyond form & therefore beyond words. direct perception takes place, the full download of living love, light & sweet understanding. life without the body goes on. the body, not the life, comes to its culmination & the realm of living energy continues. mysterious vast cycles wheel & spiral, invoking all matter to grand cosmic tides.
Shiva, i am here to talk to You & to stay focussed on Your wavelength rather than to drift within the drama which i see dancing around me. i see the cracking everywhere, the evidence of a dying age. even beyond the human ferment i register the shifting aeons, the mysterious powers that ebb & flow in the wild daily display. Shiva, i am here to talk to You & to stay focussed on Your wavelength, to look for Your hidden loving touch of presence, expressing tenderly, rather than to fashion socially accepted scripts, repeating daily. i come, appearing as this body-personality, offering it all. i come to You raw, unfinished & coming apart, yet yearning for You. This is the record of my sadhana, which gifts You with my total sum.