You keep on limiting my experiences with people & calling me back to You for yet deeper sadhana. i think that i was not embodied for this human world but rather to serve as an expression of Your outreach. could it truly be that this inner life is my service? that i am to cleave to You alone & simply to love? that my presence here on this earth is to bless everything without attachment to striving & doing & having? am i enough for You, Shiva, just as i am, like this? i bow to You in gratitude for all You have given. You are my source & my refuge, dear divine companion, & enough has been shared in all these clumsy words: now, Shiva, my heart will speak to You in simple silence.