all i'm ever loving is You, Shiva -- for all is spun out of You & threaded through & throughout the tapestry of this maya. only You observe through these eyes, only You warm this body. my wordlessness is Yours too, & my words as well, my silence. i can only find You inside what i thought was me & mine. i look for me & i'm gone. only awareness remains -- even this is You, Lord Shiva, as we dance this dance in tandem!