i stand with You as together we review the years of my life. You show me the times -- so many! -- that You reached Your hand out to me. i did not see! i did not know! i was hypnotized, lost & blind as i wandered in search of You, finally feeling abandoned, concluding that i was alone. i was not alone. You were there. i rejoice that i know it now. You fill up my heart from within -- You are the heat & the movement of the urgent body & mind. You embrace me now from within, fill the space between all the cells. i am contained & surrounded, my heart is surrendered to You. You are by my side constantly, whispering Your encouragement.